Let's destroy eachother. cause we're too cool for love lines, soft kisses over cheap wine. smoke me baby like your last cigarette, whisper to me, say you'll never forget. could you break my heart a little more? shove my body up against yours & kiss me like you mean it. anything worth a taste burns as it goes down. could you tell me i'm so audrey hephburn when my hair falls to the side? & say girl, i'm not here to love you tender, i'm just here for the ride. Let's blind ourselves by love & be deaf to all who say it's fatal. it's not that we don't know, its just that we don't care.
i wrote a closing argument for the trial for criminal justice today in my 2nd pd class because we didnt have a teacher for like the first 3 periods. the flu is going down the teachers line. they're all droppin like crazy. all absent for weeks.
my closing rocked, not to be concieted. we were doing so bad that noone, even we, didnt think that we'd even have the slightest chance of winning. but yeah. everyone complimented me on it. we won it hands down at the end. i dont think its because of MY closing but its because of A closing. like, in the end, as bad as the prosecution made is look dumb and stupid nd we all wanted to die, they were based solely on circumstantial evidence, and u cant convict someone of murder without hard evidence.
usually like everyone knows i'm an outgoing girl. deffinitely not shy or stage-fight type of girl. but today, from the period before till criminal justice class. i was so nervous i wanted to throw up. and when i had to go up to read my closing, i was shaking, my hands were trembling. i couldnt breathe, i felt like i was gonna faint. i was so suprised with myself. stage fright extreme.
chelsea told me she hates being taken to dinner. when i told her i wanted to take her for her bday, she told me she refuses to go & she doesnt wanna do anything at all for her bday. then i look at her a/m and it says "out to dinner w/ the famm & brittany :-d " nd im like wooww thats fucked upp.
her parents fucking hate me and its her fault b/c she refuses to do anything they say then of course her parents automaticly blame it on me and she lets them keep thinkin whatever they think even thou its sooo wrong nd not true nd its fucked up nd now her parents came to my hosue nd said they never want me there again nd they like hate me now.
but when im gone carry on dont mourn rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice just know that im lookin down at you smiling nd i didnt feel a thing so baby dont feel no pain just smile back.
